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Name: Sasha
Location: Tulsa, Oklahoma, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: xXx Cutting(I heart razors) xXx Music xXx
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Expertise: Look at what you’ve found
I’m lying on this cold, dark ground
Can you see the red in my eyes,
The bloody tears that I cry?
Strip me one last time
Walk away, go ahead
Leave me for dead
You put your crimson lips to mine
I’m dying inside
You run your hands across my skin
I start to bleed from within
The blue is shining through
One more slit
And I’ll fly away from you
Suicidal Angel
I need no mask
I feel no more
I’m your angel alas
Your nightmare no more
Try to break me
Try to hurt me now
I’ll show you what it’s like to be let down
You thought my love was fake
When it was always there
I’m sorry I couldn’t make you love me
I’m sorry you didn’t care
Lean over my body,
And give me one last kiss
Before I grab this razor,
And put it to my wrist
I’m your suicidal angel alas
Your nightmare no more
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Yahoo:  xxsassy_mayexx@yahoo.com
MSN: xxsassy_mayexx@hotmail.com
Member Since:
11/18/2004
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| I HAVE A NEW SITE PPL!!! xXxBeautifulTragedyxXx
Im gonna try to subscribe to my peeps but if I havent just subscribe to mine its alot easier for me!!! <3me
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I jus saw the most hilarious thing. You kno those commercials that say
"Jus tell your little brother you forgot to pick him up cuz you were
gettin high" LoL Ok well I saw a pic that said "Just tell Nemo you
couldnt find him cuz you were out getting high......NEMO My anti drug"
Is that not flipping hilarious. 0k well I guess it was just me who
found it tickling. Today is movie day at skool, I wonder what Mr.
Powell has in store for us, maybe a little Princess Diaries 2, prolly
so. HaHa I have a feeling this weekend is gonna suck ass and I'll end
up sitting at my house watching re-runs of RoomRaiders or the
Newlyweds. Grrrr! Im just so glad I have satellite in my room!
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss! Im gonna post my story sumtime over
Spring Break so keep looking! Its a good one! I love my Nerdo,
AndyBear, Baywee, Jess, Booty, and Kenna. <3me
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Things arent weighing on my mind so much nemore. Being with my family
last night and just seeing them cope helped me alot. But on a much
lighter note my ankle is killing me Jess jumped on my back and then
Dakota my ankle like bent. Im supposed to wear ankle braces cuz there
so weak and sumtimes they just give out. Its quite funny tho, HeHe when
Im just standing there and I suddenly fall over. Its hurts, but its
funny. I have no clue what Im doing this weekend I really need to talk
to Sasha and Bailey about that. I got my pix back from the Venue and
they're pretty cool. I have a really cool one of the lead singer of
Wither but he looks like hes on fire, its weird. Jess pierced his arm
today, it looked like it hurt real bad. Well, Im telling you stuff that
you really dont give a shit about so Im gonna shut up! <3me
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| xXxBLAHxXx Worse, if you can believe it, it jus got worse. Im
confuzed, stuck in a state of shock. I feel every inch of pain but at
the same time I feel so numb. Jeez I cant even put what happened down
cuz it's too horrid. I dont WANT to go on nemore. Sumone out me out of
misery. Stick a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Cut my wrist and
watch me die, please. "If you find this I love you"
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| Nothing else new to say. Still Blah! and um I have 9 weeks test in
the morning so I really need to get myself togther so I can study. Last
night I jumped out my bedroom window at 2 in the morning brought a
blanket and flashlight and my microscope layed under my tree watched
the stars. I fell asleep thinking about the baby. What it woulda looked
like, if it was a boy or girl, would he/she be funny or mischevious,
would I ever get to heaven to be able to hold this tiny miracle. I kno
I said I would act like it never happened but I cant nemore its
starting to eat away my insides. I wish my sister would stop blaming
herself and Mike and Shyla both would stop trying to occupy their time
so they dont have to think about it cuz sooner or later they're gonna
have to cum to grips with it. Things are just shitty, Life is shitty.
Nobody ever actually listens nemore. They dont care or even remotely
cum close to showing it. Its more like " Im sry this happened and your
so sad, 0 dude I had so much fun this weekend" grrr ppl like that piss
me off. What is my sister supposed to do when ppl ask her about her
pregnancy when they havent heard already that she lost it. Shes so lost
and confused right now. My sister is my best friend and we have been
through so much shit together and she practically raised me so when she
hurts I hurt. She is the only person that I look up to with respect.
She means so much to me. I cant imagine what I'd do if shes never the
same person again. God why?
I backed in to sum lady at Reasor's. It was the first time I had drove
without my license on me, I had been drinkin. The car I hit was parked,
yes its tru. The Lady's car was fine and she told me to calm down that
everything was fine and to just go home cuz I didnt need to be driving
while in shock. My sisters car was scratched perty good. All I wana do
is cry or die either way.
Once again as soon as everything gets good it all goes to shit. My
sister found out that the baby isnt growing and shes gonna have a
miscarriage. I blocked it all out. The whole thing with DeeDee and now
this. Im just gonna pretend like its not happening. Im not gonna cry
cuz Im not gonna feel. I dont even care about telling you guys about
last nite. Just let me be dead to the world. <3me
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